The Rest of Me

September 25, 2009

I arrived yesterday, I guess I can die…

Coz before me, unexpectedly, was Khai

Not a chance to glance at her eyes

I saw her back though, felt as cold as ice…

 

I walked wearin’ a smile toward a place

With every step moved with haste

Strugglin’ like good ol’ Jack…

With me wanting to call and say, “hey, I’m back”

 

I was overwhelmed by a familiar emotion

Slow phased but caused me exacerbation

I felt something pinched my heart

Long time ago, but it hit like dart

 

I recall her say eventually I’d find someone new

but why do I feel like there is no one else but you

I gathered my thoughts and walked, without a clue

even needed to close my eyes just to get it through

 

How could I ever forget that one-eyed cat

She saw one and everything was cut

Took it as a big joke but she made it reality

I don’t even know if there’s any certainty…

 

Until now, baffled to why it ended with just one click

It sucks coz’ my thoughts failed me to comprehend answers real quick

I know I will hold her mem’ry as I held her once

I can and will hold it, even if it cuts like a lance….

 

I remember that night in Sta. Ana

That now the only word left is “sana”

Water as sea made me closer to her

Water as tear was meant to stay after

 

You can never blame me for making this so lonely

What can I do? I shed my tears and she’s the only

Knowing her was just one thing I guess

Loving her…*chuckle*…come, be it put to test….

 

Here I am again with thoughts bended

Coz’ perhaps a part of me never made it nor mended

Of all those things I kept inside encrypted

This will only be my way to make it sacred

 

I can never escape the thought of all that might have been

Knowing now, they are nothing but a dream…

For Three, I’m wishing every single day

Only Happiness in every way